4.15.2009
Yes. I'm still here
On Sunday at church I probably had 10 people say to me, "You're still here?"
It was awful. I wanted to hide.
When we got home I told Beau I was putting my maternity dresses up and I wasn't going to church again until after this baby comes.
Needless to say, I didn't. I don't think she wants to come and I don't want people to think I have become inactive.
I had yet another doctor appointment yesterday. *sigh* (I really am getting sick of those.) I am still dilated to a 1. (from last weeks check) Very disappointing. And just a little more thinned out. Even more disappointing. I'm not even thinned enough to be induced. Whats up with that? I've never had to be induced. I've never wanted to be induced.
Until now.
Please! I just want to have this baby. I don't want to be pregnant for Tanner's kindergarten graduation next month. My boys were all early and out by this time, which is just making it worse for me.
I do love my doctor. He could see me holding back the tears. He told me to come back Friday and he'd check me again. If I am a little more thinned out he'll "gel me" and let me "marinate overnight" and start me on Saturday.
Please everyone pray for me to be thinned out enough! But only if that's not too weird for you.
On second thought even if it is too weird please do. Just remember the way that last month feels....
With that said, I am on my way to my moms to walk on her treadmill. I've had spicy food. Beau has done "his part." and I'm really thinking about caster oil. is there anything else I can try? because I will.
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Hey Jessica, I feel your pain. She's a girl alright, taking her sweet time. I don't have any real advice other than you have a valid excuse to enjoy lots of hot baths!If you don't come to YW tonight I totally understand. Please call if I can do anything for you. Love Ya.
Bless your heart! I hope all goes well!
Yea, I say this is ALL up to beau...sex it up! Can I say that on your blog? He's your biggest inducer...get on it slacker!
Yea, when we saw you guys driving to Flag we got excited for a sec, then we realized, they're only going about 79, and Beau wasn't there. ugh! Sorry, I so know how that goes...I went a week over with Boston (hence the 400lb baby!). My OB already wants me to induce early, hahaha. But we're against inducing too, but I think I will if he doesn't come out ON his due date. Anyway, good luck, she'll come SOON, I can feel it.
Try greasy pizza - that is what worked for me - and it was a lot of pizza since I was fat hungery woman when I pregngant with Bryce - but when Bryce was being born and the nurse pushed on my stomach - the pizza was not very fun coming up - I have hear lots of HORROR sotries about caster oil and it tastes nasty.
I was reading your blog alittle to find out when Emmaree was born and how old she is now and stumbled upon your "Just do it already" post...I totally know what you went through!! I went a week past my due date with Kyra and the day that I was going to be induced, was the day I went into labor. Crazy, they come when they want:)
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